HmmM....am i gettin complacent..? Hai..don't know wat happen. Things are'nt going smoothly..I jus can't perform up to standard!!! Every matches..i jus could'nt score. I solo..i missed..team-mates seem to be piss off. But i wanna score..i really wanna score. WHY CAN'T I DO THAT?! WHY?! Depressed. I train le. Still like that..."You are a tempermental player" hai...this is coach wat said..say i not diligent enough...got the move no finishing. I gonna be perfect somedae! I wanna be. Next mondae...vs CCHM. Really hope i can help the team. Everytime in the first5 i'm totally useless. All the mistakes are all done by me. Hai..Wat am i doing..? When can i start to contribute..? This is the golden oppoturnity to qualify for top 4 in east zone and national. I can't miss this!!! Under national-15 training scheme still so lousy. Haix...throw face..f* man! How things gets better...No more mistakes~!!!! -miserable..